difficult choice

it's more difficult to choose things in ur life or to accept it . itsn't confusing matter but it's fact .. try to think over about anything occur in your life and u will found more things done without any choices .... uhha .. i know you don't understand me ..so i will give u an example to be able to understand on the other way (da lw betfhamo dema3`e )... so I will talk about my friendz . she has a groom suits her , she accepted him.( despite her loving for another guy) ..--> she asked her self why let him he is convenient , and for my guy ( hakalmo 3ady e7na bardo as7ab :( .... it's common in both .. we couldn't chose anything ....................so we will face many things to get the right path . and for me i can't choose my life ..
1- I can't choose my resolution in wht i need to learn ... i am sure i don't learn anything in my faculty help me to join the function( my faculty not given my any information ) therefor, i must go the academy and take many of courses to be able to join a good work .., but i can't do or choose this cuz my faculty take more time ..... I REALLY GIFT ALL MY TIME TO THIS BAAAAD FACULTY..AAAFFFF..
2- I'm n't able to chose my friendz. i found all my friends in front of my eyes without any choice (hey my friends are good), but i talk about choice. I think we are friendz cuz we are in the same place or at the same age .. no choice... not all of this ,but there are many things.....................
the selection decision is very difficult so we need some rethinking to be able to chose things and we must have some faith in god .. therefor we can choose things without any mistakes ...
3- I can't choose my life or I couldn't choose the country tht I want to live in ( may be I don’t know or im crazy =( ) .. anyway in the end … asked god to bless us .......... heey .. I wanna say good night to all .. bye