Thursday, June 28, 2007

thoughts for baby


It was z hardest day in my life… I did not meet the one like him before. ...,
I woke up early at 7:30 am (despite I was sleept late ...) strange things occurred in this day,
------> in z first … suddenly... I found my brain brings me to z end of life... Yes, I felt at this moment that my life will be expiring, ended , but this end will take my brain with her..., i can't stop thinking cuz if I did so... My brain will take me to z end of life... & I will die... so I was very afraid…ohm… “am so worried ...! “My heart was beating fast. … No....I Lost my sense , I’ve had no chance to get away & I became dead..,,.. !!! Yes ((...NOW ...maybe...come with me & see))...-----------> Although We r in z summer, but am very cold … ohm … my body shivers ,Therefore, I went to z next room and took another cover ,But unfortunately .. am still feeling cold ..Ohm my god I’m dieing ..What happens !!!? I Will go to another world!!!!.

NO ANSWERS
simply...cuz I did not looking for any answers…or cuz my brain gives me questions without any answers …. What about this Shiver …. Really, my body shivers in fear & my foot shivers….What is z reason for this fear? ..... heeey ..heeey ... My brain ..Don’t let me plz … still with me I can't stop thinking ,.. Do not let me... ohm… I cauldn't leave my Bed…. Then .... Without feeling I found myself grabbed z cell phone ( I was put my phone Beside me … to can find it easy )& dialed up my heart or dialed up nearest one to my heart .. I told her I would come back to Cairo on Tuesday …...after what I did... I set at ease , But fear not disappears...... so I let him alone and goes into deep sleep…then I woke up at 12:30pm (all this in z same day) &... I feel as z beginning for a new day, But my heart is still beating fast ………… is there problem ,But… I wonder what will be happening more than that… :::
Loss of youth minds……………………………..
Loss of our recognition ………………………….
Loss of our culture…………………………………….
No, no …hey is this fear because of my dreams ? Dreams ….yap it is my dreams tht i cauldn't achieve it,
or
I am searching for something else

Thursday, June 7, 2007

about devil

to know who is good and who is bad from your friends pretend you have a problem and the good friend will be there in no time . hey every one i wanna say that today i got a wisdom so, listen or go to hell ,
today's wisdom:.
1- don't love any one cuz no person in our life deserve this love.on the other word don’t ‘v broken heart.
2- don't be kind and be violent it's more good for you , it's trust me on this.
3- don't believe any tears cuz they are n't true .
4- take your care from all of ur friends they are like foxes who have tow faces and they will make you to lost your tember , heart , life , mind , way , & finally they will change you.
5- don't open your heart to any body cuz this person will let you down and tell your father, mother, neighbourhood, all friends , every one and will make u a story.
6- don't be honest with your self i suggest pretend to believe that u r a very good person .
7- be fox is more good for u to be have a bold face .
8-& also be bold in ur relation with others ppl
9-life goes on as it never ends so forget all bad things in ur life .. try … I think is more butter if u forget urself .
10- try to search for beautiful soul can deal with her or go to hell (NICE FOR U)
11- sry be wise plz .
12- Don’t care what you did or what I said …. Hehehheheheyyyyy
Ohh I’m so sry to say this words … but…..!!!! anyway I’m n’t talking head , I just wanna know if u feel it too … and if u have this wisdom :(
Now I saw who is good in my friends … w mosh ha2olko 3aleeh :P

Monday, June 4, 2007

how humans change

There was a blind gir who hated herself just cuz she was blind . she hated everyone , except her loving boyfriend .he was always there for her. She said tht if she could only c z world , she would marry her boyfriend .
One day , someone donated a pair of eyes to her & then she could c everything .
Including her boyfriend . her boyfriend asked her ,” now tht u can c z world , will u marry me ?” z gir was shocked when she saw tht her boyfriend was blind too , & refused to marry him .
Her boyfriend walked away in tears , & later wrote a letter to her saying .
“ JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLZ”

This how humans change when their status changes .
Only few remember wht life was before ,& who has always been there in z most painful situations……………………………………………………….