Am still lost can't c the weight way
Am still walk on the fug .. walk in fuggy way .
Is it true .. or some feelings wanna appear .. just appearance
Is it true .. or that cuz I lost big thing inside me
I can't go on...................
I can't describe which inside me .. I know no one could understand me
I cry without any one noticed me .. really am happy when I think about all the beautiful things which happened before
but I still crying
am so worried .. I don't wanna be z one who do that.. i don't be the one who talks in rude .. i know am so nervous and which make me
lost girl , NOW , i trying to feel how the beautiful things look like .. just try
Mam , Dad , My Sisters , My brothers ,My friends ..... Plz forgive cuz I'm really can't understand myself
forgive me .. I wanna be the best ... but I failed
forgive me .. a few days ago am talking in rude way
forgive me I can't deal with myself .. I'm crying now .. really I can't speak .. I'm tired so tired
am tired ... tired .. tired ...... TIRED
HEHEHE .. OHH MY GOD .. he he I'm talking with some paper .. he he nice nice .. It's good for me instead of talking with any one make me feel sad .. wow I choose some paper ..
no no no I'm so so sensitive .. yup .. I'm so sensitive .. therefor , I'm doing all this ---> talk in rude .. shouted .. cry
wallahy I'm trying more to be stronger .. but why ... ... .. I didn't find myself ..
