difficult choice

it's more difficult to choose things in ur life or to accept it . itsn't confusing matter but it's fact .. try to think over about anything occur in your life and u will found more things done without any choices .... uhha .. i know you don't understand me ..so i will give u an example to be able to understand on the other way (da lw betfhamo dema3`e )... so I will talk about my friendz . she has a groom suits her , she accepted him.( despite her loving for another guy) ..--> she asked her self why let him he is convenient , and for my guy ( hakalmo 3ady e7na bardo as7ab :( .... it's common in both .. we couldn't chose anything ....................so we will face many things to get the right path . and for me i can't choose my life ..
1- I can't choose my resolution in wht i need to learn ... i am sure i don't learn anything in my faculty help me to join the function( my faculty not given my any information ) therefor, i must go the academy and take many of courses to be able to join a good work .., but i can't do or choose this cuz my faculty take more time ..... I REALLY GIFT ALL MY TIME TO THIS BAAAAD FACULTY..AAAFFFF..
2- I'm n't able to chose my friendz. i found all my friends in front of my eyes without any choice (hey my friends are good), but i talk about choice. I think we are friendz cuz we are in the same place or at the same age .. no choice... not all of this ,but there are many things.....................
the selection decision is very difficult so we need some rethinking to be able to chose things and we must have some faith in god .. therefor we can choose things without any mistakes ...
3- I can't choose my life or I couldn't choose the country tht I want to live in ( may be I don’t know or im crazy =( ) .. anyway in the end … asked god to bless us .......... heey .. I wanna say good night to all .. bye

LICENSE

now,I had a driver's license , wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

Now I can drive MY car without any fear of the police CATCH me.... and also can walk in the street as I wish .....wow .....it was so taxed license =( .. ,But now I am very happy =) , cuz i could SET AT EASE ,I congratulate myself (hehehehehe) ya I congratulate myself , cuz she could got what I want .. and I tell her : Thank you for achieving my dreams woooooooooow =) .. anyway Im very very very happy
muy muy muy contento

loca

we used to sing this song at theatre
"lw 2alak ahy aw3a tsebo ya albe , lw 2alak ahy ..... aw3a tsebo ya albe.."

my self wanna talk

can you give a chance to your self ....... i think you don't understand me so i will talk about my thoughts... i gave a chance to my self & expressed what i feel on paper ..then i read what i wrote after long time so my mood is changed and be anothre person not the one who wrote these thoughts .. thts to know my goals in the future and set them to begin my way to be a good and usefull person.after what i did .i found my self writing some words to express my self

give me a chance to be another person

give me a chance to advice my self

give me a chance to express my feelings

give me a chance to express my self

give me a chance to change my self

give me a chance to make me perfect
give me a chance and let me alone


after what i read ..i said how can i give a chance to my self ? then i walk away ...................................................................

ta5areeef

دى خواطر كنت كتبتها كدة وأنا فى المحاضرة حاجة هجص يعنى من الأخر بس مش عارفة قلت أحطها هنا وخلاص أى هجص فى أى عبط فى أى هبل = الناتج جنان رسمى.... ونخش بقى على الخواطر

اجابة ضمير

أشتقت الية مراراً ونظرت الية أتطلعة
أجابنى الضمير قائلاً : أنت ِ الذى فعلت بة
ترى من ذا الذى فعل أنا أم هو
ليتنى أجدة لألقى لة بكل ما يقلقنى
تٌرى يشعر بى .... ترى .... ترى
ترى سيجيبنى أم سيبتعد عنى
أحببت الحياة معة ..... ولكن ترى يشعر بى
أشتقت الية مراراً ونظرت ألية أتطلعة
أجابنى الضمير قائلاً : أنت الذى تركتة وحيداً ورحلت

خلص الخواطر خلاص على فكرة منة صاحبتى هى اللى طلبت منى أكتبهولها
ما علينا أنا رايحة أموت بقى سلام